Sunday, May 31, 2009

yeah~~

~努力加油~
~努力加油~
~努力加油~
~不要气馁~
我可以的!!!
Work for my GOAL!!
*some words that encourage myself and other that going to have final exam=)
cheer!~

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

一下下吧

我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法
才不再想他
Love it!!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Fight for a good one!

Need some changes i think..
make it better..
i can! Aza Aza Fighting!!><

Monday, May 18, 2009

Random cheer me!!


Random calls and messages from my dear friends, delight my life=)
It just cheer me up with simple caring words, i miss you all~~
I will work harder, wont give up k!!


My dear,
i know you are by my side all the time,
i appreciate that..
i know this pic quite long ago, {it showed how long we never meet each other,sobsob}
thanks for everything that you have done,
you are my Angel that really walk with me in darkness,
no matter what, you stand at my point think for me..
thanks for scolding me..
i know you are in hard time too.
but i sure u will go thru it one..
cos, you have me=)
Today is my Fei Zhu( i know he is not fei, but use to it,cos he called me the same way><) 1st day work=)
hope he is doing good, i know working is not easy,
is good to be train by this time..
Love you=)
JIAYOU,I miss you too=)
*pray pray pray for mummy still...
i realise that this month i did blog alot..
cos it hard time thru..
I HOPE i wont make my dear Down again..
gonna stop here, i am still in 3rd page of my CA for 2 hours++,><
hate SLACK..

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Worry about HER

Pray for my mum..
I hope she will be fine..
i will be back very soon mi~
take care mummy..
I miss you..

Saturday, May 16, 2009

bad, is bad, it really bad

Don't know what happen to me..
feel like crying out all my sadness, but, what am i sad for?
i dunno..
am i stress??
i dunno..i really have no idea..
something is clear now, but dun think i really getting over it..
i hope i can..
i hope i can go back to my comform zone..
my home..
i just cant stop thinking of nonsense..
i wan study, i wan concentrate..

i lost a precious pendant, the one given by an aunt that is very important to me..
i feel save with the pendant on my neck..
when i feel unsecure, i just hold on to it, it give hope and comfort to me..
i am just so careless..
i dun even know where i lost it..
and dun ask me what is the pendant about, i dunno how 2 explain it anyway..
i am lost actually..

by the way, i didnt lost our couple pendant, it still will me..
dunno what happen to us..
just can cried after hang up your call..

Just ignore me for a moment..

Thursday, May 14, 2009

我懂

真相,只有我晓得。

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

我的想法

他的酒瓶和酒瓶塞的故事,感动了我,真的可以吗??
我以为,我真得那么狠下心,原来,还不过如此。。
我还是我,我还是那么在乎。。我是真心的。。
每次都说,不想伤害任何人,要顾及别人的感受,到最后,好像伤别人更深。。

有些事情,我觉得不应该说,可是,我不说,我真的很辛苦。。
你我都知道,我们的感情变了。。
不想问原因,都模糊了。。
只想珍惜你这个朋友。。好朋友,不容易找,投契的,更不容易,可能你找到更投契的。。
不用紧,我也希望你是真真的快乐。。
突然之间,我把我自己放在你的处境想,发现,你有你的不开心,你有你的犹豫。。
我觉得,你真的需要别人的关心。。
我不知道自己要说什么了。。
只是想说。。没有后悔,我还是那么喜欢我们在一起的时候。。
希望,你看到后,不会不开心,只是想说说我的感想。。。

Sunday, May 10, 2009

I know

CA CA CA,i will overcome you!!!
everthings killed, only you!!
This week gonna start, no more slack, hm, maybe abit,hehe...

xvcx
Do you know what is the feeling that being ignore??
Do you know the feeling when you are down and emo, no one really reliase or just leave you alone??
Do you know the feeling that your bestfriend is treat you as "normal" frien??
Do you know the feeling when you need somebody,but you just cant find??
Do you know the feeling when you wan to care about somebody but you dun dare to jus bcos you scare somebody dun like it or dun need it??
dfgf
Do you know is was really hurt??
Do you think i had been overcome it??
xvx
hopefully i am!?
erer
Miss him<3

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers in the world,

especially My dear Mummy<3

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Slack to the MAX~

Slack Slack Slack!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SLACKING is crime!!!
what am i doing here?? slack for whole day,not really doing final check for my essay, just print it as i wish...
although done it since this afternoon, but i waste my whole day for nothing!!
feel guilty, because of my mood, i cant do revision, i cant do tax assignment, i cant do my tut question..
Hate myself to the max......
the biggest thing happen today was ran down to the ground, since fire alarm ring and got smoke somemore..
but actually till now i dunno wat happen.. no idea..
yeah, gonna have my new life soon, cant wait for that!! new life i am coming!!
cant wait for bubble tea as well.. addicted with it!!! pearl pearl pearl!!
Promise again~~ work hard, pray for it, amen~~
ohya, Happy Birthday to TAN SEK CHENG~~ have fun ya tomorr0w~~
let drink bubble tea next time,haha..

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Guilty me~

Gosh,
i slept for 10 hours++...
how could i...
why just dun have any pressure on my assignment..my essay..
just feel guilty about that...
two more days to go for submission..
should be enough time..
but i hate myself slacking so much actually..
i am not sure am i on the right track as well,
hope to get more resouces to support my essay..
yoyo!
since the answer in your heart,
just do it if you think that is work..
everyone is supporting you!!
you should know the consequeces for every decision you make..
we are telling you about the outcomes that you might face, not stressing you..
i know you just need time,
dun hope you think about sutff that not necessary to worry about,
jiayou ok?
anything just tell me,
i will be there for you=)
yoyo!
**i want milk~~~
hoho...

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Cheer cheer cheer~~

Can you Cheer me up?
i need someone actually.
i know there is someone for me, it just he is not that one can cure this kind of hurt..
dfgf
i think i done my part,
i treat with my sincere heart,
i think..
but what happen then..
i had tried to ignore stupid and chidish thought,
but it just cant work that well..
i think, i should stay away then..
is the only solution..
i will feel better..
it just not as the past time we have together.
it really change to somehow, dunno what shit..
fgdfg
is another winter coming soon,
it mean i am here about one year soon..
time really running fast without notice us..
just one and half months i might back in MSIA,
in condition that i found other room for next sem,
seeing all my lovely one..
i miss them so much,
being with them,
just can relax talk about anything, everything..
fdgdf
Just ignore me awhile,
i am done..
HRMT on going........