NOT IN MY MOOD

life is not treating me good anyway..
Was running after the time, is not under my control..
I feel insecure when I can't control,am I just being too demanding.
I start working hard since week 2, but still, it not working that well.
Depress till the level that i couldn't explain, do you understand how it feel?

I thought hard work does pay off? where is it? I can't see it still?
I am tired with it..

Was standing beside the river just now, my mind is blank, i couldn't answer those QUESTION MARKS in my mind..
Am i that incapable? Am I that useless?

Is there any PLAN B?
Back me up please...

I miss you..

原来，我的不安，是那么的明显。。。
原来，我被拆穿了。。。
原来，我是那么不可自拔。。。

对，你曾经想过未来吗？
很大口气的说，只要现在开心就好，真的那么简单吗？
太多的问号，无法解答。。
她说: 如果真的可能失去，你又如何是好。
一万个不愿意回答。。。。



再次让我失望，对你而言，我们那么的不重要吗？

~I am always little girl for you~
Such a great time in my life=)
' There's no one like you'

I am not falling in love, but there's always a but

Since the day I met you baby
you got that lil something baby

that is more than my verses could sing
like how you laugh when I’m not funny
like the way that you- know – how
you’re once in a blue sun

once bitten twice I got bitten again
don’t you know that im scared

I’m not falling in love
but baby
there’s no one like you
no one like you

I’m not falling in love
but baby
there’s no one like you
who makes me feel the way I do

you’re not like one of those pretty ladies
but that’s the way I like it baby

ti quiere
pien si tie sierrpre

once bitten
twice I got bitten again
don't you know that i scare


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ILCYIKhFSYY

It been a long time, i thought i will be abandon this blog, now i just realize that i still need this space.

Weird mood, weird me.
I am just no confidence on myself, I just cant help with this kind of feeling.
Who can rescue me?
lack of assurance.

things like not going on my way, I lost control, lost track....><>

meaningless

I wrote something for this post, but i decide not to post it up.
I afraid, words can HURT.

things just cant explain well in BLOG or even myself.


`I believe on my feeling and my heart'

My feeling..
who care???