Von's Moments

2010-03-24T08:58:00.000-07:00

NOT IN MY MOOD

life is not treating me good anyway..
Was running after the time, is not under my control..
I feel insecure when I can't control,am I just being too demanding.
I start working hard since week 2, but still, it not working that well.
Depress till the level that i couldn't explain, do you understand how it feel?

I thought hard work does pay off? where is it? I can't see it still?
I am tired with it..

Was standing beside the river just now, my mind is blank, i couldn't answer those QUESTION MARKS in my mind..
Am i that incapable? Am I that useless?

Is there any PLAN B?
Back me up please...

I miss you..

2010-02-18T13:04:00.000-08:00

原来，我的不安，是那么的明显。。。
原来，我被拆穿了。。。
原来，我是那么不可自拔。。。

对，你曾经想过未来吗？
很大口气的说，只要现在开心就好，真的那么简单吗？
太多的问号，无法解答。。
她说: 如果真的可能失去，你又如何是好。
一万个不愿意回答。。。。

再次让我失望，对你而言，我们那么的不重要吗？

2010-02-09T06:34:00.000-08:00

~I am always little girl for you~
Such a great time in my life=)
' There's no one like you'

I am not falling in love, but there's always a but

2010-02-07T08:29:00.000-08:00

Since the day I met you baby
you got that lil something baby

that is more than my verses could sing
like how you laugh when I’m not funny
like the way that you- know – how
you’re once in a blue sun

once bitten twice I got bitten again
don’t you know that im scared

I’m not falling in love
but baby
there’s no one like you
no one like you

I’m not falling in love
but baby
there’s no one like you
who makes me feel the way I do

you’re not like one of those pretty ladies
but that’s the way I like it baby

ti quiere
pien si tie sierrpre

once bitten
twice I got bitten again
don't you know that i scare

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ILCYIKhFSYY

2010-02-05T06:04:00.000-08:00

It been a long time, i thought i will be abandon this blog, now i just realize that i still need this space.

Weird mood, weird me.
I am just no confidence on myself, I just cant help with this kind of feeling.
Who can rescue me?
lack of assurance.

things like not going on my way, I lost control, lost track....><>

meaningless

2010-01-16T09:42:00.000-08:00

I wrote something for this post, but i decide not to post it up.
I afraid, words can HURT.

things just cant explain well in BLOG or even myself.

`I believe on my feeling and my heart'

2009-12-11T09:05:00.000-08:00

My feeling..
who care???

命运

2009-12-04T09:36:00.000-08:00

我是否能抵过命运的安排呢？
我有点私心。。我希望是可以的。。。
命运，不是我掌握中。。
现在，将来？
如何是好。。

为什么要让我知道。。。
真的要妥协吗？
>__<

Delusion

2009-10-18T10:27:00.000-07:00

Am i not that important?
Or just only me putting myself too high?!
oh well...

i Love the Bubble Tea...the companion..
thanks for everything..

aim it, achieve it !

~Miracle~?

2009-10-15T20:19:00.000-07:00

there is a miracle waiting for you this minute

please make room for it in your thinking

He said:

2009-10-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

work begins when you don't like what you are doing.

Happy

2009-09-30T09:46:00.000-07:00

Every moment is an opportunity for you to be happy=)

You know how sometimes it seems that life is just throwing you one curved ball after another? Well, guess what, - you have a great way to respond! - you can use every opportunity, every single one, to be happy. Don't just take a shower - feel into and receive pleasure from the water on your skin. Don't just walk on the street - enjoy the fragrances of the trees and the flowers on your way. Don't just drive your car - sing karaoke to your favorite radio station.

I guess i should appreciate every single moment that i have!!

Irreversible step

2009-09-26T10:48:00.000-07:00

Decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step

If that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough?

Human

2009-09-23T08:55:00.000-07:00

humans learn only by trial and error, and that includes you.

You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive.

He want me to know=P

2009-09-22T20:01:00.001-07:00

Something that i found it very meaningful for me..
after i read it, like..wow...
give me some direction when i am Lost=P

every relationship rests on three legs: accepting, supporting and challenging.

"That's really it, isn't it? You want your relationships to be grounded on accepting each other as you are. On supporting each other through the inevitable ups and downs. On challenging each other to become more, to grow, to flourish. Which one of these is the more difficult one for you, and how are you going to practice it in the next 24 hours?"

Trying Hard to practice well
>,<

~Special dedicated to my Babe~

2009-08-18T09:14:00.000-07:00

A Big happy birthday to my babe=> SohJIA
Almost 9 years friendship between you and me..
feel glad that we are still that good...
i heart this kind of friendship. no matter how far i went, how long period i away..
we are still the same...

My dear babe, friendship forever..<3>

No matter how weird our picture, I still love you ya<3

2009-08-15T09:47:00.000-07:00

isn't worth it by doing this way?
We care, that why it painful.
Is time to really think, what things that suppose to do next.

只有我自己知道，你有多棒。
在冷冷的温度，让我更加的想你，想念你的体温，带给我的温暖。。

想

2009-08-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

当在身边时，觉得理所当然。。
分隔两地，才知道，真得很想很想你。。。。<3

。。。

2009-07-20T05:12:00.000-07:00

。。离别。。

~10 july~

2009-07-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

As someone said i never update my blog..here you go..ahaha...

and update my face too=)

i hate my hairstyle leh,weird rite??
thank for your call.. i am delight ya=)
how i wish you are here...
i think we can chat till mid nite or morning..haha...

just done packing my room...
weird bah, come back here few weeks already,
now only pack my room..
haha...
now clean and comfort..
i am damn free now..keep complaining boring...
i shouldnt be like that...i should appreciate free time!!!
cant wait for weekend...my babe is back=) heart her neh<3

Happy birthday to EMO KING!!! hahaha... please fulfill my wish la... i know you like pool!!! ahah...

SATURDAY is my dear big day... i will be there=)

i am keep on forgetting the date,lolxx...siao liao~
stop here~~ need some rest...
nite to the WORLD~

我还是我

2009-07-06T11:54:00.000-07:00

真心话，是难受的，但，那是事实。。
可是我不会处理。。
我以为，我正在改好，我以为，我可以成功。。原来没有。。
我试着对你好，试着真心对待你，好像都做不好。。
对不起。。

~~~眼泪无用~~~

好像很对，面对我的眼泪，冷静得多了，不像以前，措手无策的。

here i am!!

2009-06-23T12:33:00.000-07:00

I think i abandon this blog again when i am back here..ahaha..

Small update~

i am back=)

Hope to get on all the trips and plans...pray hard~~~~

What is the real plan,ahah...actually i dunno!

hm..the most important is my dear's graduation ceremony, hang out wif all my dear frien, do lots of lots of shopping..

miss cold weather now...

Human really 犯贱super duber 犯贱..

ahaha,weird people all around, XD...

有点，一点，无助

2009-06-13T08:06:00.000-07:00

未打完的仗，让我觉得很无助。。
拼和休息，很难做决定。。今天的我，很空虚，想来个中场休息，又睡不着。。美好星期六，全部人都在忙。。
那种感觉，很难受。。

伤痛还在，可是，没那么痛了，是麻木了吗？
还是强迫自己成功在际。。
或许，真的没有什么是不可能的。
累透的心，苦了“心”，苦了自己

之前三场仗，幸亏有这位朋友在身边支持，帮忙，我才没有走得那么孤单，无助。
谢谢你，你的支持，我很珍惜。。可能，我们当初在一起的本意，好像只是念书，也可能是我向你苦诉，但，你还是不计前嫌的陪着我，安慰我，我真的很高兴有你在。。

谢谢你，希望我们可以一直这样吧，加油。。
有点自私，真的希望大家可以住在一起，可是我知道，事情没那么完美。。

*in case you dont know you are the one, i am talking about you <3 who just done her last paper,ahha...

Happy Birthday!!

2009-06-11T09:06:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st big birthday to my dear Lui lui=)

thanks that always be there for me ya..

i will be back very soon,wait for me..

have fun for ur birthday celebration ya!!

Hope you are fine there,cant wait to hang around wif you all!!!!><

无言

2009-06-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

天真以为，回到从前，回到原状，原来，根本回不了。。

变了就是变了，不可能回到从前。

也许，离开，不是逃避，而是减轻伤痛。。

good news

2009-06-05T08:52:00.000-07:00

Annoucement

Von will be landing on KLIA at 10.30p.m, 20 June 2009!!!

Cant wait for it..

i know i shouldn't so excited since two more days is my 1st paper!!

but i still cant hide my happiness!!

going to meet all my beloved!!!

although all of them are busy right now..

but i still hope that i can meet them!!! even once i am happy too=)

for your infor, i didnt found any houses for next sem,

i just leave without any concern, feel guilty about that...

but cant help,

i wan go back asap!!

homesick to the MAX..!!!

stop here..

is time back to study...

back to my TAX!!

spent 2 hours on flight booking, FML!!

Jiayou everyone!!! study is fun!!

yeah~~

2009-05-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

~努力加油~

~不要气馁~

我可以的！！！

Work for my GOAL!!

*some words that encourage myself and other that going to have final exam=)

cheer!~

一下下吧

2009-05-27T10:09:00.000-07:00

我只想再哭一下下

把记忆彻底地分化

等哭完我就会回家

眼泪我会替自己擦

我只想再哭一下下

假如你不反对的话

以后我不会再牵挂

可知我有多努力啊

只有这办法

才不再想他

Love it!!

Fight for a good one!

2009-05-22T11:44:00.000-07:00

Need some changes i think..

make it better..

i can! Aza Aza Fighting!!><

Random cheer me!!

2009-05-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

Random calls and messages from my dear friends, delight my life=)

It just cheer me up with simple caring words, i miss you all~~

I will work harder, wont give up k!!

My dear,

i know you are by my side all the time,
i appreciate that..
i know this pic quite long ago, {it showed how long we never meet each other,sobsob}

thanks for everything that you have done,

you are my Angel that really walk with me in darkness,

no matter what, you stand at my point think for me..

thanks for scolding me..

i know you are in hard time too.

but i sure u will go thru it one..

cos, you have me=)

Today is my Fei Zhu( i know he is not fei, but use to it,cos he called me the same way><) 1st day work=)

hope he is doing good, i know working is not easy,

is good to be train by this time..

Love you=)

JIAYOU,I miss you too=)

*pray pray pray for mummy still...

i realise that this month i did blog alot..

cos it hard time thru..

I HOPE i wont make my dear Down again..

gonna stop here, i am still in 3rd page of my CA for 2 hours++,><

hate SLACK..

Worry about HER

2009-05-17T09:41:00.000-07:00

Pray for my mum..

I hope she will be fine..

i will be back very soon mi~

take care mummy..

I miss you..

bad, is bad, it really bad

2009-05-16T06:15:00.000-07:00

Don't know what happen to me..
feel like crying out all my sadness, but, what am i sad for?
i dunno..
am i stress??
i dunno..i really have no idea..
something is clear now, but dun think i really getting over it..
i hope i can..
i hope i can go back to my comform zone..
my home..
i just cant stop thinking of nonsense..
i wan study, i wan concentrate..

i lost a precious pendant, the one given by an aunt that is very important to me..
i feel save with the pendant on my neck..
when i feel unsecure, i just hold on to it, it give hope and comfort to me..
i am just so careless..
i dun even know where i lost it..
and dun ask me what is the pendant about, i dunno how 2 explain it anyway..
i am lost actually..

by the way, i didnt lost our couple pendant, it still will me..
dunno what happen to us..
just can cried after hang up your call..

Just ignore me for a moment..

我懂

2009-05-14T08:20:00.000-07:00

真相,只有我晓得。

我的想法

2009-05-12T07:24:00.000-07:00

他的酒瓶和酒瓶塞的故事，感动了我，真的可以吗？？
我以为，我真得那么狠下心，原来，还不过如此。。
我还是我，我还是那么在乎。。我是真心的。。
每次都说，不想伤害任何人，要顾及别人的感受，到最后，好像伤别人更深。。

有些事情，我觉得不应该说，可是，我不说，我真的很辛苦。。
你我都知道，我们的感情变了。。
不想问原因，都模糊了。。
只想珍惜你这个朋友。。好朋友，不容易找，投契的，更不容易，可能你找到更投契的。。
不用紧，我也希望你是真真的快乐。。
突然之间，我把我自己放在你的处境想，发现，你有你的不开心，你有你的犹豫。。
我觉得，你真的需要别人的关心。。
我不知道自己要说什么了。。
只是想说。。没有后悔，我还是那么喜欢我们在一起的时候。。
希望，你看到后，不会不开心，只是想说说我的感想。。。

I know

2009-05-10T08:57:00.000-07:00

CA CA CA,i will overcome you!!!

everthings killed, only you!!

This week gonna start, no more slack, hm, maybe abit,hehe...

xvcx
Do you know what is the feeling that being ignore??
Do you know the feeling when you are down and emo, no one really reliase or just leave you alone??
Do you know the feeling that your bestfriend is treat you as "normal" frien??
Do you know the feeling when you need somebody,but you just cant find??
Do you know the feeling when you wan to care about somebody but you dun dare to jus bcos you scare somebody dun like it or dun need it??
dfgf
Do you know is was really hurt??
Do you think i had been overcome it??
xvx
hopefully i am!?
erer
Miss him<3

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers in the world,

especially My dear Mummy<3

Slack to the MAX~

2009-05-07T08:34:00.000-07:00

Slack Slack Slack!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SLACKING is crime!!!

what am i doing here?? slack for whole day,not really doing final check for my essay, just print it as i wish...

although done it since this afternoon, but i waste my whole day for nothing!!

feel guilty, because of my mood, i cant do revision, i cant do tax assignment, i cant do my tut question..

Hate myself to the max......

the biggest thing happen today was ran down to the ground, since fire alarm ring and got smoke somemore..

but actually till now i dunno wat happen.. no idea..

yeah, gonna have my new life soon, cant wait for that!! new life i am coming!!

cant wait for bubble tea as well.. addicted with it!!! pearl pearl pearl!!

Promise again~~ work hard, pray for it, amen~~

ohya, Happy Birthday to TAN SEK CHENG~~ have fun ya tomorr0w~~

let drink bubble tea next time,haha..

Guilty me~

2009-05-05T20:53:00.000-07:00

Gosh,

i slept for 10 hours++...

how could i...

why just dun have any pressure on my assignment..my essay..

just feel guilty about that...

two more days to go for submission..

should be enough time..

but i hate myself slacking so much actually..

i am not sure am i on the right track as well,

hope to get more resouces to support my essay..

yoyo!

since the answer in your heart,

just do it if you think that is work..

everyone is supporting you!!

you should know the consequeces for every decision you make..

we are telling you about the outcomes that you might face, not stressing you..

i know you just need time,

dun hope you think about sutff that not necessary to worry about,

jiayou ok?

anything just tell me,

i will be there for you=)

yoyo!

**i want milk~~~

hoho...

Cheer cheer cheer~~

2009-05-03T03:51:00.000-07:00

Can you Cheer me up?

i need someone actually.

i know there is someone for me, it just he is not that one can cure this kind of hurt..

dfgf

i think i done my part,

i treat with my sincere heart,

i think..

but what happen then..

i had tried to ignore stupid and chidish thought,

but it just cant work that well..

i think, i should stay away then..

is the only solution..

i will feel better..

it just not as the past time we have together.

it really change to somehow, dunno what shit..

fgdfg

is another winter coming soon,

it mean i am here about one year soon..

time really running fast without notice us..

just one and half months i might back in MSIA,

in condition that i found other room for next sem,

seeing all my lovely one..

i miss them so much,

being with them,

just can relax talk about anything, everything..

fdgdf

Just ignore me awhile,

i am done..

HRMT on going........

Move on now!!

2009-04-26T11:16:00.000-07:00

EVON LIEW!!

Please get started!!

No more delay please!
if still delay, deserve an ass kick!!!

Argggggggggggggggg~~~~~~~~~~~~

gfdggStop slacking!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow!!!

i must!!!

I have to!!! Move on, work on it!!!

>>Promise to myself<<

fgdgf

get enough from you,

dare to do that again on me,

u will.....

hm...let me think...

but, i still miss you<3

sometime i think i have already get through it,

i hope i am, but sometime the feeling still quite strong..

grdrrdfgdg

~~I Miss Fei bi~~

who going back ipoh soon,i also want leh dear~~

..2.31am, perth..Moody.. by Zhu @_@

Miss my lovely man<3

2009-04-25T06:27:00.000-07:00

..I miss him..

I really do miss him a lot..

When can we really meet each other??

When can i back to the time i relying on my Man~~

Quite a sudden, i miss him a lot..

I miss him everyday..

just today, i feel like crying when i am thinking about him..

Am i too emo?

yes, i am..

just miss him, nothing wrong with me<3

i miss the time we have been together all the time..

Since we met each other as friends, he knew that i gonna fly off soon,

but he still love me, care about me as much as he can..

i do appreciate what he does for me,

that really lovely=)

thus, when every time we got chance for being together, we really appreciate the time..

..thanks for everything, my Man..

you are my hope, my strength, you are the most lovely one=)

<3">

Happy

2009-04-20T08:14:00.000-07:00

No matter how you feel, how you think, how you react, life still goes on as usual!!

If you are happy, you have to go uni ; if you are sad, you still need to go uni..

so?? what is the different??

life goes on as usual, everyone have their own stuff to busy on..

me too..

Yes, i choose to be happy now, i swear!! =x

live for myself, live for my life, love my life!!

heart my Friends that always with me, you all are my angels=)

forever heart you all~~

Everybody, appreciate what you got!!

gfgdgfd

Happy 21st birthday to My dearest, Tan Chien Lin=)

i have nothing special, nothing nice word to wish you..

but, i truly wish you happy birthday~~

i heart my Lin~<3

Big gal jor, no more emo as von k=0

fvvfv

Another Big person in my life~

my fantasy man=)

having final exam now..

wish him good luck and all the best, my dear!!

kill Company law!! kill it kill it!!

My Man never let me down right=)

Love ya<3

Fall in love with a song!

我听见有人叫你宝贝

although i didn't hear my dear call other baobei,

but i truly love this song without any reason,ahahaaa...

不知所措

2009-04-18T20:46:00.000-07:00

说好要放下的。。我想。都放下了。。

虽然都放下了。。

现在有点不知所措。。

我该怎么办。。

没人依赖依靠的感觉，很难受。。

不知如何形容。。

真的很奇怪。。

没人在身边的感觉，是难受的。。。

一个人过。。我能吗？？

有点疑惑。。

房改房gfgf

我想家。。。。

心事

2009-04-12T10:36:00.000-07:00

每个人都有自己秘密，

我也不例外。。

有的藏的很好。。有的笨得阿猪阿狗都看得出。。

我可能是那个苯的吧。。

dffff

每个人都有自己的心事。。

我也是。。

有的人，看起来没什么，其实，他的心事可能比你多。。。。

没什么重要的事要说。。

vvvvvvv

只是一时感触。。

希望，有心事的朋友们，能够快点放下心中包袱。。加油！！！

11 April 2009 =)

2009-04-10T11:01:00.000-07:00

Feel like blogging, but i have nothing to blog about..

maybe, can said, i am finish all my mid term tests and quiz,

i am free now.

having one week break..

but, dun really feel like holiday..

why??

it only one week..

is really not enough for me to do nothing,lolzz..

as in i told my frien, i like holiday without doing anything, just staying at home, hang around the house, watch mui drama, clean up the house or cook funny stuff...

but, i like travel as well, jus that i like FREE ENJOYABLE time..

Actually i am thinking about all the assignmenta as well, especially the 3000words essay,

how can i crap so much on that essay, longtime didnt write long essay...

i miss math....

* one thing in deep my heart,

i am unsecure with our friendship, but, i already promise my Haopengyou dun put too much on the friendship, i really will try, ok=)

In the end,

i still blog alot..lol..

*My dear is having final exam very very soon,

this is the last exam he have if he can graduate after this semester,

as i told my frien, i said if he cant graduate, i will broke up with him,

haha..

it really joking,

haha..

but the stupid dear really think that is true..

anyway,

jus do ur best and i will be supporting you k=)

都通了！！

2009-04-01T07:59:00.000-07:00

不能专心。。
可能太累了。。
今天只温习了一点点而已，有点不满意。。
可是真的不能专习了。。
只好休息。。明天再努力。。

我想通了。。
我的心情，好多了。。
谁要管你要做什么。。
谢谢我两位好朋友。。。谢谢你们的劝告，谢谢你们的开解，
我好多了。。
我说过的，如果我再犯同样的错，old lady会飞来刮我。。哈哈。。ok啦，不是old lazy啦，pretty lady，k。。哈哈。。

~奇怪奇怪奇怪~

2009-03-23T08:25:00.000-07:00

我觉得最近有点奇怪。。

为什么。。

从前从前。。

当我生气时，我会幻想，你会突然出现我家门外，只为了要我原谅你。。

就好像电视剧的剧情一样，

可是，没有一次奇迹发生。。

别人都说，我看太多戏了。。

这，我可承认。。

今天，

我又生气了，

我又傻傻的在幻想，你会出现在门外。。

是不是很傻。。没有人像我这么百痴吧。。

那是超不可能的事，mission impposible...

可能，我真的很想念你，真的非常想念你。。

对不起，可能惹火了你。。

我曾经问过自己，什么所谓好朋友，

可能到现在，很多人都不知道他真真的定义。。

也可以说朋友才没有那么肤浅，有定义之分，

可能是缘分吧，你和他比较有缘，那你就是他的好朋友，你和他呢，没那么好，那就不是最好。

但有时候，可能是你的好朋友把你标签为不同阶段的朋友，那，你可以怎么办？？

可能朋友真的有不同的定义吧。。

这是唯一可以说服我。。

我的真心，可能被当狗吠。。

Emo-ing DAY~

2009-03-22T05:06:00.000-07:00

Von is EMO-ing...

no mood to do homework since tomorrow is stream A, not my turn to present my work..

longtime never blog,

as stupid dear said i am happy ever after the super long break..

now i only realise here are the place that let me relieve my stress, my unhappiness..

but not happiness~

now back to studies..

i thought i am back to the study mode..

but now i think i am not..

how..how..how..

i wanted to study..

but really no mood at all..

all the exam and assignment is on the way coming towards me,

how..

spend whole day on nothing..

hate myself so so so much..

cant do anything well..

Miss my dear..

Miss my dear friens..

Thanks for everyone that concern about me after i back to perth,

i am fine..

as usual,

but just sometime will emo awhile..

as usual..

not that homesick already,

thanks my dear,

always by my side=)

6 of FEB's

2009-02-05T09:17:00.000-08:00

I dunno am in doing the right things onot,
but i just wan to be honest to myself,
hopefully didnt cause any trouble to u and him,
wish both of you have a good relationship,
hope he treat you really well, and he wont bully you!!
if not, u still got me~~

Is time,
to play gao gao before i leave,
hopefully all my frien that going back perth soon can dun be so sad~~
v can have fun there as well k=)
Should appreciate the time now~~
planning my nex trip,hoho...

失望的夜晚。。

2009-01-20T09:11:00.000-08:00

为什么，我有不祥的预感。。
很多事情，你选择不告诉我了。。
我真得很伤心，很失望。。
我们到底怎么了。。
我真的希望，你是有你的苦衷。。我真的非常希望你是真的有的。。
这样，我才有理由相信，你是为我好的。。
对不起，我的小气，小家的脾气，又作祟了。。
对不起。。。
我希望，我可以放下这一切。。我不小了。。不该那么不会想。。
真的很对不起，有时候，可能真的是我一个人，想太多，制造麻烦。。。对不起。。

6 Jan 2009 的心情

2009-01-05T09:36:00.000-08:00

去了很多地方回来，
都没有好好的休息。。
真得有点累了。。
我看，还有一段时间不能做大懒猪。。
那天才跟我朋友说。。感觉假期好像很短，很快就要回去念书了。。
很矛盾吧，本来过得很不耐烦的假期，现在又不舍得它完。。
对这里的一点一滴的感情终于全都回来了。。
我想，当我回去念书时，我会非常想念我最爱的dear,最爱的朋友，最爱的家人,最爱的yoyo.最爱的一切一切。。

我真的很固执，有些事情本来没有那么复杂的。。
就因为没有对我坦白，就因为我从别人口中得知真相，我，真的很失望。。
我没有介意什么事情，我介意的是，为什么就不能坦白跟我说，我真的那么的不被信任吗？？
对，他们说，可能是有苦衷，但是，我们之间，就是这样而已吗？？
可能，是我太在乎吧。。也许别人眼中根本不算什么，但，我真的很在乎。。
对不起，我只是想写写我的感想，我并不生气，只是觉得有点可惜。。

等待着笨猪回家，很累，很想睡，快点回家吧。。。

mY 2Oth Birthday~

2008-12-15T09:17:00.000-08:00

15th December 2008

Ah chu Birthday=)

Thanks to all my friends celebrate with me,

although long time didnt really keep in touch with you all...

really feel glad that have you all...

1st celebration, 12th december, TGI Friday

~Von~
~Four of Us~
~Tina @ Friends~ ~KaH ^ Von^Lin^Bear~

2nd celebration, 14th december, Browns Cafe

Ling^ Jia^Von^Mung^Linli~

My dear Jia, 8 years friendship=)

My dear=)

After the 2nd celebration, My dear be the gentleman sending all the girls back, for sure i am the last, when i reach home, my dear asked me go in 1st, then he disappear for more than 1 hours, i am really wondering what he doing, ok, 2 something, he called me,asking me come out from m house...

when i went out from my gate, it was so suprise when i saw something in his car...

16 cup cakes with hand make roses...

it was so so so sweet...

he really put alot of effort in it,

thanks my dear=)

i really do happy on my 20th birthday because of your suprise=)

~Cupcakes with those roses~

Thanks to all my friends and those who called and SMS me,thanks that still remember my birthday=)

tomorrow is my penang trip, after than trip i will come back to claim all my meals which being promise by somebody,haha...

放假的奇怪心情><

2008-12-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

我终于回到家了。。
和大家一样的心情，没有想象中兴奋，开心。。
对，这里有我熟系的家人，好朋友，男朋友，YOYO,
为什么，我还是觉得，高兴不起来呢？？为什么和大家一样，爱上那个寂寞的城市呢？？
每天，睡到太阳晒到屁股才肯起来，起床了，就开始我的连续剧Marathon,一看就看到晚上一两点才肯睡觉，这样的日子不是我一直向往的吗，现在怎么感觉要受不了了。。
还是，从前是我要逃避功课和考试才吵着要这种日子呢？？
才回来一个星期。。我就厌倦我的假期了。。三个月。。如何度过呢。。。

昨晚收到朋友的mail,内容是关于Selangor一带的奸杀案，是多么的恐怖。。
现在才记起，这个国家本来是那么的恐怖。。
去哪里都要担惊受怕。。有点绝望了。。
在那一带读书，居住的朋友，出入要小心哦。。对，在说你：真的要小心！！

还是我想太多了呢。。。
现在的心情，蛮奇怪的。。
幸好有他在我身边，至少，我还有一点点留在这的理由。。
刚陪我妈去医院验血，幸好没事，但就是不明白为什么一直没退烧。。看很多位医生了。。
希望她早日康复！！

When we can meet again??

2008-11-14T08:46:00.000-08:00

I miss two person who already leave us far far away...
Our dai di partner...
Me n rebe's chatting topic always will come back to both of you..
just one day u all gone,
but we already damn miss you all...
i miss all the fun you all had brought to us..
I do miss tat...
I do miss "Spicy Spicy hot hot"..
I do miss "Zhut ni zhut ni marie"><
I do miss "Om baH"
I do miss "Fun Size"
I do miss "Passs"...
I do miss "ah bo,dee,ah bo then"
I do miss"Gleen Kali paste"
I Do miss our friday stupid aka subiaco trip..

Really miss both of you, BaO n Ster...
anyway,
enjoy your free time,
i going to have..
haha..
pray for us...
C ya soon!!!

纪念日

2008-11-12T02:38:00.000-08:00

今天，十一月十二号，是一个值得纪念的日子，
我们在一起一年了，虽然，一年不算很长，可是，我觉得，我们经历了很多。。
我觉得，我和他，本来性格就不合，可是，他对我的爱，迁就，是足于让我们走下去的。。
大家一定很奇怪，我和他，不是分手了吗？我也不知道，我们没有真实复合，可是，我们回到老样子，他还是，那么的宠我。。他说，无论什么事，他都会等我，尊重我。。谢谢他。。

Sorry everyone..

2008-11-08T07:54:00.000-08:00

Maybe i am weird recently,
i admit that,
sorry if my emo scare you all..
i am OK right now,
thanks to ster...
i really feel better now..
not i just want to tell him, just sometime, not everything can discuss with everyone..
lastime, i used to tell all my stuff to everyone, but now, i cant..i don't why..
as in,he is older than me, and give reasonable advice to me, and as you all know, i am super stubborn..
Recently i always said " don't know", i really don't know, or just don't feel like admit it..

Countdown-ing, 15 more days to go!!
will be back your side very soon, just 360 hours to go=) Miss you><

有你

2008-11-07T08:38:00.000-08:00

幸好有你,我。。安心了。。
谢谢你。。无论我们分隔多远。。永远都会在我身边。。
有你真好~
安抚了我哭着的心。。。

Untitled

2008-11-07T04:38:00.000-08:00

Tear dropping all the time,
what happen to me??
it was so sudden,
shouldnt be stress...
XXX X certified to be dead..
Disappointed...
I want to run away...
I want to find a hiden place,hide myself...

遭！遭！遭！

2008-11-05T06:59:00.000-08:00

刚在，我想要睡觉，可是睡不着，打给他。。
他没接，才想起今天有球赛。。
等到他的信息，再打给他，没说什么，就哭了。。
对不起，让他担心。。
今天的天气，有够遭，就好像我的心情，遭透。。
可能我真的给自己很大压力，而我死都不承认。。
明天，会是更好的一天！！

Useless' von...

2008-11-03T09:39:00.000-08:00

Whatever i done to you, it seems useless to you,
friends mean ?? unknown..
i thought is infinity?? isn't?
sorry, just keep on simply think,
wth...
i dont want this kind of thought..
friend, sorry..

I Wan!!!

2008-10-27T05:47:00.000-07:00

I wan jogging!!
i wan study!!
I wan focus!!
I wan my brain can absorb as much as it can!!
I wan nice sleep!!
I wan Ipod!!
I wan new make up set!!
I wan new Perfume!!
I wan back home!!
i wan holiday!!
I wan SINGAPORE trip!!
I wan Penang trip!!!
i really wan!!!
Bless me okie~

Jus crapping around here..hoho...

随你意！！

2008-10-20T08:21:00.000-07:00

为什么，
为什么，
为什么你要逼我。。为什么。。
你知道我不能逼的。。我不受这一套。。
你知道什么，你了解什么，连我自己都不了解，不明白。。
如果那一点点时间都给不到我，那，我真的无话可说。。
你认定什么就什么，我全听你的。。满意了吗！！

无助的心情。。

2008-10-19T11:25:00.000-07:00

我失眠了。。。
是因为你的信息吗？我自己都不清楚。。
对，一个星期了。。我还不能给你一个答复。。对不起。。
我真的不知道我想怎样。。
真得很抱歉。。。
美好的星期天，
我过得蛮充实，11点多起来，无无聊聊看了一集戏，就开始我的复习了，因为这个星期有小考，复习完了，就开始做功课，然后再更改今天要交的project,然后看了一套电影-爱情万岁。。虽然好像忙了一天，为什么我会失眠呢？
虽然和你分开了，我真的很不开心，很舍不得。。
我和朋友出去，他们抖我笑，我是很开心，那一刹那，我是真心的笑的。。
那，到底在我心中，你还是那个他吗？？
可是，当我回到一个人的时候，我会想起你，我会想起我们的一点一滴。。我真心想念你。。
我有时候会想，我们现在分开了，那如果我们再一起，我们的12号纪念日要怎么算呢？
哪又代表着什么呢。。我不明白。。我真的不明白。。
那，我到底是爱你的吗？？
我不能给一个明确的答复你，因为我不知道，我对你，是爱情，还是感情。。。为什么我们就是要面对那么难的难题的。。
可能，你看到这一遍，你会伤心，你会难过，可是，这是我真真在面对，在思考的。。我不想对你不公平。。你说，我没有为你想。。我现在，正在为你想。。可是，唯一可以肯定的，是你的爱，我没有否定过。。我很确定。。
对不起。。万分的歉意，不在言重。。
爱情万岁说：“当爱情已经变成感情了，再下去就演变成同情了，到时就无了生气。就好像人死了没有好好埋葬，就会变腐尸，如果没有把死去的爱情好好埋葬，到最后，只会互相伤害对方”我不知道这句话对不对，希望我不被它影响。。

我又做不到我答应你的事了。。因为，除了这里，我不知道那里可以叙说我想说的话。。。

*她今天告诉我，她有点情绪化，很高兴，不是因为她情绪化，而是她跟我说她的心情，虽然我帮不上什么忙，但，我希望，有我在身边，她能安心点，就像她在我身边那么安心一样。。*

我怎么了

2008-10-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

我，很累。。
真的很累。。睡了一个下午，可是人还是迷糊的。。人，到底在追求什么。。
我要做project，可是，我不知道我做对了吗。。所以不敢继续。。
现在很得空，因为什么都不想做。。
我怎么了。。
我积极，努力的心去了哪。。
今天，是我爸爸的生日，我尽然忘了，幸好弟弟提我，爸爸的生日，我从来不会忘记的。。
可是今年。。我到底怎么了。。
爸，生日快乐。。虽然只喝你聊了几分钟。。可是，我希望你收到我的祝福。。
人生的目标去那里了。。回来可以吗。。
我真的需要些时间来处理我的思维。。
谢谢你们的关心，大家不需要太担心。。
我会好起来的。。
有人说，我变了。。
有人说，我依然那么的冲动，想到什么，就做什么。。
我想，我没有变，人长大了，不能硬蹦蹦犯回同样的错。。
别人说，他们迷失自己，我一开始觉得，傻的，自己就是自己，有什么迷失不迷失的。。
现在。。我终于明白了。。我也找不到自己了。。
我需要一个肯定。。可以吗。。
一个就够了。。
加油好不好。。

Stupid von done sumthing wrong...

2008-10-13T11:01:00.000-07:00

friends,
i dunno how many sorry that i have to say to really represent my apologize..
thanks alot for those that finding me in uni..
i oso dunno wat happen 2 me..
i felt like i am a little gal sitting outside my apartment waiting someone 2 save me..
i wanted 2 cry,but i told myself, there is nothing 2 cry on, i am old enough 2 handle tis kind of situation, i am not emo or playing missing games.. it jus a misund or i am too blur that where 2 meet wif rebe..

thanks rebe..
i feel so sorry that u worries abt me for fews hours or maybe tis few days,
it so scary that ur room mate suddenly cried without a reason,
but yet, i wil get well soon,
i knew wat am i doing, jus need sum time..
really sorry and thanks alot...

Jim, Ster and let...
thanks so much..
especially jim, ran around uni 2 find stupid emo von,
i promise u all i will stand strong,
thanks..

2ml rebe, ster, bao wan 2 bring me 2 beach,bcos they knew i am emo-ing,
they wanted 2 bring happy and laugh 2 me..thanks...
glad that have u all..

叶殷祯,对不起

2008-10-08T20:41:00.001-07:00

我答应过你，你不会再出现在我的部落格，这是最后一次，对不起。
当你告诉我，是因为我，没有为你想过。。
我真的觉得，我很失败，我真的是非常失败，我做这个决定，是因为，你为了我真的非常不开心。。
我不想看到你不开心。。我不想你为了我，为钱烦。。
我明白你说，为了我什么都值得，可是，我不要你不开心，我真的不要。。
回想以前我们的点点滴滴，我发现，我是自私的。。我一直都那么认为。。
我以为，你是那个可以包容我的人。。
原来，你也是不可以的。。
我告诉别人，我对我们的感情很有信心，因为，我是认真的。。
可是，到了这个地步，说什么都没有用了。。
早点放手，让你得到解脱。。不要再为了我而不开心。。

mY Fate..

2008-10-08T20:41:00.000-07:00

Tis week~~

NO msn
NO friendster
NO Facebook somemore..

But..
got SKYPE and......

CB and STAT...............

原来

2008-10-07T06:40:00.000-07:00

原来，
我是个爱哭鬼，
原来，
我真的想很多东西，
原来，
我想家，
原来，
我很怕孤单，
原来，
我很怕被遗弃，
原来，
我很自私，
原来，
我每天在怀疑你为我做过什么。。
原来，
我讨厌你顺口开河。。
原来，
我想你，
原来，
我真的很想你。。

Dear Fei bi

2008-10-05T08:27:00.000-07:00

my dear,
jus now receive ur message tat time,i am very happy,
miss u so much..
hear that u r not so happy in singapore,
is true tat when v r away from our hometown, v will feel stress,emo,unhappy..
but,life still have 2 go on ya,
gambate k,
me always here for u..
hm,
one more thing,
dun think so much abt tat matter k,
wat i said oso cant help in reduce ur problem,
tis problem really have 2 depend urself,
my tis post is for u,
hopefully u can put this down and enjoy ur life..
focus on ur work and save more money prepare for ur future studies..
i know super fei bi sure can do it,
no matter wat i wil stand wif u...
n save more money for my singapore trip,lolxx..
gayao la,
v work hard 2gether,
then dec and CNY tat time can crazy 2gether,hehe...
love ya=)

我。。

2008-10-04T05:48:00.000-07:00

剛剛睡醒，朦朦朧朧中，想哭了..
为什么我这么懦弱,
我以为,在朋友面前胆小的我,只是正常的胆小,
可是,今天我发现,我是那么没用的..
今天晚上,只有我和kaimin在家，但，记忆中她说她晚上会出去，
当我在睡觉时，
我尽然有不安的感觉，我很怕，真的很怕。。
当我醒来的时候，我的心，跳得很快很快。。
我。。真的很无助，我几是变成这样的，我以前是这么胆小的吗？？
我常说，我的勇气，我的胆量，是家庭背景训练出来的。。我是长女，要承担所有东西。。
可是，我刚才真的很怕，我不是没有离开家里住过，为什么会这样。。
前几个星期，我还跟我妈说，要去找房子了，必竟，rebe明年有自己的家了。。
可是，现在的我，怎样自己搬出去住呢。。
我讨厌懦弱的我，为什么，为什么我变成这样。。
现在才发现，跟你住在一起，是那么幸福的事情，
虽然，我们不常谈心事了，毕竟，我们还是关心对方的。。
谢谢你，这两个月的照顾，如果我做了什么让你不高兴，请原谅我。。

希望，我能再勇敢起来，我是可以的。。
我要克服它！！

无奈

2008-10-02T07:10:00.000-07:00

人生真得很无常，
今天是开心的，
明天又可能是悲伤的一天，
我们就不能每天都高高兴兴的过每一天吗??

我，
突然想家，
为什么？到现在才想家呢？？
还有53天，我就可以回家了。。
可能，
我想逃避现在的作业，现在的功课吧。。
我要无聊的日子，
我要。。

有时候，
我会觉得写部落格很无奈，
部落格是个很自我的东西，
可是，
我时常会想，如果我这样写或那样写，
会伤到他吗？会让那个他不高兴吗？
这个他又会乱想吗？
到最后，
是我在乱想，是我在烦。。
那？我现在还要写吗？
我是不是想太多了。。
我告诉bao aka Chloe,
人生真的有很多抉择，
连睡觉吃饭都是个抉择。。
即使可以有主见点的？！

Bao aka parker,
in singapore ady rite,gambate neh,
waiting for u update me k=)

hng...........ah............

2008-09-30T08:51:00.000-07:00

I dunno what i done wrong...
what wrong for me going out wif my frien,
what wrong for me doing work..
i fail..
i fail 2 b urs,
no hope for u,sorry..

i am emo-ing..
i am tired..
dun wan 2 do anything,
jus want 2 get more rest...
i going 2 fall a sick...
feel dizzy...
but...
i got 3 assignment waiting for me...
sobsob...

Sienzz...

2008-09-22T08:07:00.000-07:00

很烦很烦，但，我不懂我烦什么。。
什么都不想做。。我到底在想些什么，总是觉得，没有人了解我，说到底，是我自己不了解我自己。。
我不懂，
我在追求着什么。。
今天下午还好好的，晚餐后，整个人就变了，为什么？？
我真的很想知道。。
天啊，很不爽，为什么，为什么。。
最近真的很情绪化。。
想好好的休息。。

Break~~

2008-09-21T05:32:00.001-07:00

My one week sem break end ady,feel so sad...
super lazy 2 study......
nex thursday is my test for stat,
Fa assignment haven start at all...
gonna die soon,
have 2 work hard now...

here is my sem break activities:
went kayaking wif church frien,is fun but super tiring,
thank for ster bcos he kayak alot,keke..

really have fun feel u guys,thanks alot to Bao n Ster,bring alot hapiness to us,hehe..

Sing k wif our cell ppl=)love sing k alot,especially wif u guys~

After than,went Bao's house cook dinner,that time really super hungry but yet still gambate-ing cook dinner,
then,is our da D time,our favourite games recently,but i always loss,sobsob, yet, i like it,hoho..

hm....i went shopping as well,spent in tis sem break, but as Jim wuliao said, spend sum money can bring joyful,not bad oso...

tis is the bag i brought recently,not cheap,lolxx

ok,chao la,

~Von~Q

不可思议。。。

2008-09-21T05:07:00.000-07:00

大家一定觉得什么这么不可思议呢？？？
今天是21号了，代表我来了这里满满两个月了，为什么我还是觉得怪怪的呢？？
有时候，当我从梦中醒来的时候，我会觉得我在我舒服的紫房间里面，很想念那些无忧无虑的日子，什么都不用烦，但是，我又不甘心做个小角色。。
超矛盾的。。
你说我想家，HOMESICK,倒不至于，总是有一种奇怪的感觉。。
不讨厌这里，但，也不爱这里，
觉得这两个月过的超快，我还没做到什么就到这个sem的尾端了，很快的，又是final的时候。。
喜欢无忧无虑的weekend,不用赶场，不用赶约会，在家做无聊的事，看看戏，打扫下房间，走来走去，无无聊聊的过，但这个weekend我需要k我的stat，超不爽的，拜四又有test了，可是，没有什么可怨的，读书就是这样，希望我不要再乱想了。。。
加油加油，快快考完试，快快享乐，hoho...

Hmmm...

2008-09-11T07:24:00.000-07:00

Hmm...
today just finish all my classes for this week..
saturday is my Financial accounting test,
it carry 30% of my whole unit..
actually quite alot..
but i feel like got nothing to study,
by the way,
i oso lazy to read the fat text book...
still got one day plus for fa test,
but i really no mood to study it,
and feel so empty,
dunno what to do..
somemore,
nex week is my study break,
an one day trip wif frien,
or mayb more n more shopping,
but,
not really tat excited...
dunno why..
super empty now..
not excited for my break as well...
no motivation..

ohya,
got bored wif my songs...
although got sum is new song,
but yet cant find my favourite except LUCKY,
super nice,
today i listen this song i think more than 5 times,haha...
but quite dun und y is so lucky tat in love wif best frien??
k..
stop here,
chao~~
tired,
but jus finish ate dinner,
cant sleep at these moment if not wil getting fat...

*wan to try shop alone,can i??*

Q~Von~Q

our Collection!!

2008-09-04T07:06:00.000-07:00

Yoyoyo,

here by wanted to show our collection,haha..

although not a big collection but within 2 months~

we collected 5 colors,haha..

These the things we colloected,

Me n crazy rebe,hoho...

we planning to get more and more colors,

now my aim is orange color,

hoho...

sharp orange~~

and sweet pink as well!!

Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade

2008-09-03T06:21:00.000-07:00

"The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed

But I have loved you from the start

Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find"

the song that my dear given to me,

it was so so touch..

suddenly very miss the time we r 2gether,

tis song really touch n lam,

trust ur words ya=)

wait me ah,

few more months,

i wil appear in KLIA,

hoho...

gayao my dear in ur final k=)

Talented!!

2008-08-16T09:26:00.000-07:00

here i am again,
yesterday jus went for cell group,
it was super tiring..
dunno y,
i done nothing but yet very tired...

since yesterday,
i realised that i am surrounded by talented ppl,
all of them so geng,
really super geng..
they are taking medi,engineering and etc....
those that i oso dunno wat is tat..
tats not the main point,
the main point is,
they are talented in MUSIC,Sport n tis n tat...
mayb they are being train since they are young..

NOW,
i am thinking of my own self,
wat i have??
i mean wat i am good in??
thinking...
thinking...
thinking..
hm...
i am really got nothing..
studies?not at all,
music??lastime is,now?not really,
sport?? ha...
watelse??
cant think of..
but i am a ordinary person,
am i??
dunno oso...

but friens,
i am ok,
no hard feeling..
i am thinking y ppl r so geng oni,
respect them..
hoho...

i am getting fine day by day...
cos,
evon is strong enough...

Bye bye law~

2008-08-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

Beautiful saturday..
but i choose to stay at home for my nice weekend,
this thurday,
me n rebe done sumthing so crazy,
we change our unit without consider for more than one day,
or can said not even few hours..
the story began on my LAW tut thursday morning 9am,
when i go in to the classroom,
i felt like i am surrounded by all final yr students,
although i cant sure that they r final yr onot,
but can c from their appearance,
nvm,
i am thinking tat sure got someone can help me,
mayb a guy opposite me can help me??
but...
when the tutor start talking,
when all of the student start answering,
i am sharking...
they all like really very pro..
n the tutor nv really give us the tutorial question's answer..
how i gonna pass tis unit...
is law...law leh...
super difficult one..

after get out of my class,
i got one hour break,
i am sitting outside social sciences thinking of changing unit while waiting for rebe..
so stupid rite,
sittting alone there...

at last,
i change bcos rebe oso wan 2 change as well..
both of us super random,
jus change without consider deeply..

BUT....
now v oni realise CB got Presentation~~~~
v going 2 die soon,
present in front everyone...
can v do tat??
n in every tut,
v have 2 take turn speak in front of the class...
tis call MARKETING CLASS!!!
Luckily,
presentation oni got 5 marks...
hoho...

and now v r fan-ing that me n rebe in different tut,
hopefully the tutor let me go monday class wif rebe,
then i am free on friday as usual..
hopefully..
God bless me...

Going to be one month here..

2008-08-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

Finally got time for my blog,
busy for whole 4 weeks,
what i am actually busy with??
Now only week 4 here,
i started with stress..
so swt rite,
i oso think that..
this few days i keep emo-ing,
make my dear in trouble,
sorry for that...
really sorry for that..
i cant really tell what i am thinking of,
because,
i knew is my problem,
i think at the negative way..

but although is my problem,
but my mind stil surround by the stupid thought..
cos,they are jus around me,
jus around the corner..
now,
keep pretending,
pretending i am happy,
very happy..
the oni thing i can do..
the oni thing...

but like i told my dear,
i need time,
really,
cos,evon is very strong one,
she can cope it by herself,
hopefully i can learn a good way to maintain a good friendship even a good relationship..
i am too selfish,
i knew that..
what i talking is jus like crap rite,
cos i really dunno how 2 tell out my mind,my taught...
Sorry..
n friends,
thank for ur concern,
but pls dun ask me y so emo,
i really dunno how 2 answer..
really..

PS: Bi,thanks for ur concern..i wil be strong ya,cos ur stickie soul wif me now...

My very 1st post

2008-07-27T05:07:00.000-07:00

This is really my very 1st post in blogger,

here i am located at Perth, a new place, new enviroment, new friends, everythings is new for me..

the view from rebe's room

2ml is a brand new day for me, my 1st day lec,

now i feel like abit ganjiong, abit dunno how,

and hopefully i wont lost in city and my campus,lolx...

cos the uni is quite big and my direction is bad..

nvm, tuesday,rebe wil be back here..

we can study together..

here by i also have to apologise that i am late to here..

and now i feel that i am lucky,

because my dear rebe was prepared everythings for me here..

thanks alot dear frien..

Mummy,

thanks alot for accompany me here,

altough you leave early,but

it was enuough for me,

because of me,

i knew u done alot for me..

ohya,lin and yee,

sorry that i didnt go back kl meet up with you all..

really sorry about that,

hopefully dec we can meet with each other..

miss both of you ya..

my dear,

you are the person that i always thinking of, worried of..

i hope you will be fine at msia..

i will be back soon,

very soon,

i really dun hope to see your sad face through webcam ya...

please..i wan a happy dear..

is not a big deal to separete apart...

we wil meet soon..

Love ur smile k..

lasty,

i hope my all bestfrien,
bao in Msia and Bi in singapore were fine and happy always,

Mung and sehling oso can live happily in msia..
dun need worry about me here..

i am fine and will slowly cope will study life here...

Von's Moments

I am not falling in love, but there's always a but

meaningless

命运

Delusion

~Miracle~?

He said:

Happy

Irreversible step

Human

He want me to know=P

~Special dedicated to my Babe~

想

。。。

~10 july~

我还是我

here i am!!

有点，一点，无助

Happy Birthday!!

无言

good news

yeah~~

一下下吧

Fight for a good one!

Random cheer me!!

Worry about HER

bad, is bad, it really bad

我懂

我的想法

I know

Slack to the MAX~

Guilty me~

Cheer cheer cheer~~

Move on now!!

Miss my lovely man<3

**Happy**

不知所措

心事

11 April 2009 =)

都通了！！

~奇怪奇怪奇怪~

Emo-ing DAY~

6 of FEB's

失望的夜晚。。

6 Jan 2009 的心情

mY 2Oth Birthday~

放假的奇怪心情><

When we can meet again??

纪念日

Sorry everyone..

**有你**

Untitled

遭！遭！遭！

Useless' von...

I Wan!!!

随你意！！

无助的心情。。

我怎么了

Stupid von done sumthing wrong...

叶殷祯,对不起

mY Fate..

原来

Dear Fei bi

我。。

无奈

hng...........ah............

Sienzz...

Break~~

不可思议。。。

Hmmm...

our Collection!!

Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade

Talented!!

Bye bye law~

Going to be one month here..

My very 1st post

Happy

有你